Another nightmare week. In fact I can honestly say it’s been a craptacular month. Doctors and medication are hell man. Went to see the dermatologist on Wednesday and reported that the methotrexate isn’t as effective as it has been and because of that I’ve had a psoriasis flare up in my joints and skin. He gave me the news I didn’t want to hear, but I knew was coming, it’s time to up your dosage. I admit I cried as I left the office. It’s hard to mentally prepare yourself to willing get super sick once a week. The doctor suggested I try splitting the dosage to lessen the symptoms, which I tried, and was the worst idea ever. Being sick once a week was bad enough, but I couldn’t mentally prepare myself for two days. Long story short, I’m going to try one mega dose once a week. On the bright side my joints and pain level are back to a manageable level. Time to recommit to the uphill battle of trying to lose weight on weight gaining medication.
Breakfast as ushual.